The Explanation letra

I feel sick, that was sex not relationship.
I've waited this time to find I already knew me.
I now see that I was filled with apathy
when I needed to feel like I could be what most of the other boys are.

I wished I could have brought fantasy to life,
now all I want to be is not what I wanted today.
It felt new but not as good as staying true to what to what
I now see has been hidden away, but always a part of me.

I respect all opinions; I respect all we've seen today.
I tried so hard to do this I tried so hard to change my ways.
But now I see that I can't change from how I've always been.
So this might be you but baby, it's not me.

I feel sick, that was sex not relationship.
I've waited this time to find I already knew me.
So why waste time pretending that I am fine with friendship
put on the line for something that means much less to me now?

All these times I just froze up inside meant all this time I didn't feel so free.
All these days I thought I'd change my ways and turn myself into something I'm not.
All these times I just froze up inside meant all this time I didn't feel so free.
Now I'm aware I do have love to share only in ways which feel right to me.
Can't you see all I'm saying is for me this is not right just yet, I need to feel trust.

I respect all opinions; I respect all we've seen today.
I tried so hard to do this, I tried so hard to change my ways.
But now I see that I can't change from how I've always been.
And it doesn't make a difference when I try my heart fails me.
So can you find it in yourself to accept what you see?
Because this might be you but baby, its not me.

Howards Alias - Letras

• ...If It Wasn't Screwed On
• 40 Winks (A Song Of Despair)
• Abrade
• Advent For The Zealous
• Anthem For Doomed Youth
• Blessing Or Curse?
• Blossom (A Song Of Faith)
• Chasing Amy
• Difflam
• Doreen
• Elizabeth's Song
• Esprit D'escalier
• Exile
• Exit On Left
• Head Up
• June 3rd
• Last Lung
• Love Loss Learn
• Maggie And Me Pt 1 (The Glance)
• Maggie And Me Pt 2 (The Fall)
• One To One
• One Wish
• Rabbit In Headlights
• Rob Wants You Dead
• Sleeper. Sleeper
• Song For A Friend
• The Anti-Life
• The Awakening
• The Drive
• The Drop
• The End? (A Song Of Hope)
• The Explanation
• The Grandeur Challenge
• The Temptress Tales
• The Weekend Trip
• Time For Bed
• Underground
• W.O.R.L.D.
• Wrong Note
• You